Anonymous asked:
could u do a sad scenario of kyungsoo where u're sick and u pretend to hate him and leave him and u died and he found a letter u wrote for him?

senshinemakesmehappy:

I’m not really sure if this should have a disclaimer on it, but this does cover some dark topics, so if you’re not comfortable, please don’t read this one. 

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Your head gently hit the tile as you tried not to spill your guts onto the bathroom floor. A wave of nausea came over you and you heaved into the toilet. You cringed at the pain that filled your head and stomach. The pain was blinding. At this moment, you were glad that Kyungsoo wasn’t home. He didn’t know that you had become this sick. He didn’t know all of the doctor’s visits and the medications and all of the pain you were experiencing. You took advantage of his busy schedules to hide your illness in the best way you could, but there was no avoiding the fact that you were terminal. In other words, headed towards your death.

Everything had been prepared for you to leave and spend your last few days in the hospital where it would all end. You didn’t want Kyungsoo to see you like this. You knew it would hurt him too much to have him see you slowly withering away. Time was running out and you had to escape before you got in too deep. 

Pulling yourself off of the floor, you pulled a couple pills from your hidden stash and popped them in your mouth. Your legs were shaky as you walked to your bedroom. The sun was starting to fade behind the horizon and you pulled out a pen and paper, ready to say goodbye.

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When the door unlocked, your heart lurched a little bit. Your body and heart were not ready to do what you were about to do, but your mind told you that you needed to protect Kyungsoo from what was about to happen to you. 

"Hey, babe. How was your… what is this?" Kyungsoo looked at all of the suitcases laying around. 

"Kyungsoo, I’m leaving," you said. You looked at his eyes as they widened and instantly felt your heart breaking. There was no turning back, you knew that, but for an instant, you wished that you could jump into his arms and hug him and spill out your heart to him. 

"What?! What do you mean ‘you’re leaving’? Whatever I did, I promise I’ll fix it," he said. He tried to step close to you, but you shook him off and went around him.

"You’re too busy and I never see you anymore, this isn’t working," you said. You weren’t even sure how you were still standing. You could barely even keep a grasp on your emotions. 

"I’ll make more time! I promise! I don’t see why you are doing this? What’s going on? Is it something else?" 

"It’s not! It’s not working for us," you held your voice steady, "I don’t love you anymore, Kyungsoo.

His face fell and you felt your heart break into a million different pieces. All of them falling like little glass shards, piercing your heart. This kind of pain was different than any of the pain you had felt before. Because unlike all of the aching bones and the weakness, the feeling of your heart breaking tore your entire being apart. It left you empty and hollow inside. 

Your legs slowly willed yourself to the door. You lifted a bag carefully, trying not to look as weak as you felt right now. Next thing you knew you were out the door and the last thing you ever saw was Kyungsoo crumpling to the floor. Somehow, it felt as though Kyungsoo had died right along with you.

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It had been two weeks. 

Two weeks since she had left, telling him that she didn’t love him anymore. He hadn’t heard a word otherwise. Honestly, Kyungsoo had expected you to come back eventually, getting over whatever phase you were in. 

That’s why, he was now standing in front of her childhood house, ringing the door bell. It was silent for a moment, but a pair of footsteps came to the door and it opened to reveal her mother. Kyungsoo tried not to look startled when he took in her appearance. Last time he had seen her mother, she had been youthful and bright, now there was something missing in her eyes. She was missing that sparkle that normally surrounded her presence. 

"Hi, m’am. It’s me, Kyungsoo," he said tentatively when she indicated no sign of recognizing him.

"I…I was wondering if _____ was here," he said.

Kyungsoo panicked suddenly when her eyes began to fill with tears and she just turned away from the door and went into the house. Kyungsoo didn’t know whether to go inside or stay on the steps, so he stayed where he was. She appeared a minute later, her mouth covered with her hand as more tears spilled.

"I’m sorry, I don’t know what I did, but I’m sorry," he said, his eyes wide as he tried to figure out a way to comfort the sobbing woman in front of him.

"This is for you," she stuck her hand out and shoved an envelope into his hands. He fumbled for a second as he tried not to drop it. When he looked up, the door was shut in his face. Kyungsoo wasn’t sure what to do, so he took the envelope and went to the park where they had both met for the first time. 

Sitting on a bench, he looked at the creamy white envelope. 

Kyungsoo was scrawled across the front and he flipped it in his hands and pulled the backing open.

Dear Kyungsoo,

I first want to tell you that I never hated you. I always loved you with all of my heart and never wanted to let you go. I was sick, very, very sick. I never told you because you had so much going for you with EXO and everything. Your future was promising and I don’t want my death to keep you from living out your dreams. 

I’m sure that when you are reading this, I will already be gone. But I want you to promise me a few things before I say goodbye once and for all. I want you to be happy with someone else. Watch your children grow up, get married and have children of their own. I want you to continue to sing as you did before. Whenever you sing, I’ll be there watching. Whether you know it or not, I’ll be cheering you on from the crowd. Live your dreams. Be the wonderful man I know you are. 

Kyungsoo, thank you for teaching me how to love. In the end, I knew I acted like I hated you, but I love you so much…never forget that. 

Goodbye.

Kyungsoo looked up at the blue sky, searching for her as if she were there in the clouds. And somehow, he knew that you were watching. He smiled as the tears began to fall. 

Goodbye.

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Wow. This was really emotional for me, actually. I hope you liked it. I worked really hard on it. 

-Admin Unnie

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yixingdotjpg:

yesterday was the day yixing uploaded his first ever selca personally on weibo.

but do you think he did it willingly????? nah.

hahahahha joking. but you can say that he was threatened to do it (¬‿¬)

ever since the 1st of jan, chinese yixing fans have been complaining for…

benjamin-strider:

perchu:

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boys with spines (。♥‿♥。)

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boys with thoracic vertebrae (✿ ♥‿♥)

 

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hello ladies

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BB Bunny kyungsoo:
 
Hope you never lose the brightest smile of yours, which always bring the simle on my face and make me laugh though the worse of my days . Have an amazing day and an even more special year ahead. May God Bless you…

iceheavy-branches:

I want one of those marriages where they’ve been married 20 years but are still crazy in love and still cuddle on the couch and kiss a lot. I want those kind of marriages that make my kids nauseous because how in love their parents are.

I closed my eyes again in case it would be a dream
You were standing in front of my desperate self and praying
Just once, I want to walk side by side with you

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